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April 3rd, 2009
09:16 pm
Depression is horrible, and it still eats me alive. My cries for help go ignored. I envy those with the gall to ease their pain, because all I can do is eat until I die, while people assume I'm a greedy glutton with no care for my own health.
Either this illness or my weight will kill me, one of the two. Actually its more like both.
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March 13th, 2009
10:14 pm
I abso-fucking-lutely love working at Kmart. My best finds so far have been:
- 3 great quality frypans for $1 each.
- A 16 peice dinnerset for $1.
- 4 frame sets for $2 each.
- A blender for $4.
- A dress for $5.
- A split-system air-conditioner for $42
Not to mention constantly finding clothes for little Stephy, and eating chocolate that people pay for then leave behind at the check-outs. They never come back from it, and we're meant to put it back on the shelf if it remains unclaimed, which means Kmart gets two payments for one item. So I just eat it and everyone wins.
I don't care for my actual job, but I really do love working at Kmart. XD
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhappyb.gif) amused
Current Music: Ai Otsuka - Natsu Sora
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March 6th, 2009
11:11 pm
People see the things I do and criticize me. If they stopped to ask me WHY I do such things, maybe we'd all get along a bit better.
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March 4th, 2009
01:45 pm - grrrrr
I wonder if people realize how other people view them?
Like when some fat bitch gets to the bus stop ten minutes after I do, then is very insistent that she get on before me. Its not even a crowded bus, whats the fucking rush? Just because you're fatter than me you should go on first?
Or when some stupid bitch dumps her shopping at my counter, and then calls the store a week later and is very upset because she didn't keep her stock for her. Well, if you're gonna dump shit on my counter, I'm gonna throw it out you selfish cow.
Or when some wrinkly old bitch argues with me for ten minutes over wanting me to knock five dollars off a HEAVILY discounted item that has nothing wrong with it except a munted box. I'M NOT A MARKET STALL VENDOR. I don't care if you don't buy it for $20, some one else will and they won't fucking argue with me for ten minutes when I'm trying to do my job!!
I'm sure anyone who has worked in customer service will agree that people are so fucking selfish, rude and inconsiderate, do they even realize it? Do they know how we few them? They're the ones that treat us like dirt, yet their actions make THEM look like real scum.
Luckily the sweet, lovely, kind customers make up for it, but those are few and far between.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankangryb.gif) bitchy
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki - SPARKLE
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December 22nd, 2008
11:26 pm
[1.] What did you do in 2008 that you have never done before?
GOT A REAL JOB! Also went to Japan
[2.] Did you keep all of last years resolutions?
Mostly, I got a job and went to Japan
[3.] Have you any resolutions for next year?
Be more responsible with my $$
[4.] What countries did you visit?
Japan!!! Stayed in Tokyo (Ikebukuro) and Kyoto.
[5.] What would you like to have in 2009 that you didn’t have in 2008?
A credit card that isn't in debit
[6.] What date in 2008 will remain etched in your memory?
September 1st, getting off the bus at Kyoto station and thinking "I finally made it to Japan"
[7.] What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting a job... this is getting a little repetitive, lol.
[8.] What was your biggest failure?
Not losing any weight... actually put on a few more kilos, D'OH!
[9.] Did you suffer any illness or injury?
Lots of tonsillitis (can't wait to get them out!), a few colds and lots of mental upsets, as usual
[10.] What was the best thing you bought?
I'm going to lump it all together and say "My day @ DisneySea Tokyo", spent nearly $500 on Ariel things, whoot.
[11.] Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Customers often appall and depress me.
[12.] Where did most of your money go?
JAPAN
[13.] What did you get really really really excited about?
Japan again
[17.] What do you wish you’d done less of?
Eating junk food
[18.] How will you be spending Christmas?
Waking up and going to Niku's for brekkie, going to Niku's rellies for lunch then going to my sisters for dinner, the latter will probably be the best part of the day, love my crazy family.
[19.] Which LJ users did you meet for the first time?
No one.
[20.] Did you fall in love in 2008?
I'm still IN love with the same guy.
[21.] How many one night stands?
NEINE (none, not 9)
[22] What was your favourite TV show?
my usuals, Grey's Anatomy, desperate housewives, Thank God Your Here... plus various animes, they count as TV shows because they're on TV in Japan. :p
[23.] Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
not really
[24.] What was/were the best books you read?
Silver Metal Lover - Tanith Lee, Biting the Sun - Tanith Lee, Twilight - Stephanie Meyer
[25.] What was your greatest musical discovery?
Oh dear, so much musical love! Probably Onmyouza, UVERworld, Girugamesh <3
[26.] What did you want and get?
A trip to Japan
[27.] What did you want and not get?
under 100 kgs
[28.] What was your favourite film this year?
I can't remember, I love lots of movies
[29.] What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I had a BBQ/gathering at Nic's, it would have been better if I wasn't mentally fucked up from NOT TAKING MY MEDS. Oops.
[30.] What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
Probably the job part, and re-affirming my commitment to my love.
[31.] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
I wear whatever the hell I can be bothred throwing on. Like last Sunday, I went to Mirrabooka in trakies and an old shirt
[32.] What kept you sane?
MY CATS, my music, my bed
[33.] Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
Gackt or Miyavi, visual kei boys are pretty sexy.
[34.] Which political issue stirred you the most?
I hate the Japanese whalers
[35.] Who did you miss?
I miss Barry, I wish I could talk to him. :(
[36.] Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned this year?
GROW. UP.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anktiredb.gif) tired
Current Music: Ai Otsuka - Dream Eater
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December 15th, 2008
10:47 pm - *poke*
Wow, I forget LJ existed. Stupid facebook, ate everyone out of LJ, myself included. Well, if LJ had scrabble and kitties and dragons, I might migrate back...
I like reading Danni's entries though, makes me feel a little bit connected to her still. I've been thinking about high school a lot, missing some people and how things were with said people.
I miss sleep-overs, renting movies and gorging on candy and having D&M's, and not doing homework ever and still getting away with it. And going to the city after school and spending my lunch money on anime. What a geek. Though I'm still a complete geek, I've just gotten older and fatter, haha.
I think of going to school from 9 - 3 and it seems SOO easy now I look back, having just done a 8:30 - 6:30 shift today, where at least 7 and a half of those hours were standing on checkouts. At least people weren't too shitty today, they seem to be really shitty on Wednesday and Fridays, I notice.
I had a really weird dream last night. I can't remember anything beforehand, but Barry was still alive and we'd just come back from somewhere together, the four of us (Me, Nic, Nic's mum and Nic's dad), and Barry got a phone call saying he was going to die. He was upset but still smiling, but I was crying my eyes out. So I just hugged him and said "I'm going to miss you so much" and he smiled back, and it was the end of the dream. I don't know if it was just a dream or something else, but I suddenly felt less horrible about the whole thing. I still cry about it, how I never got to say goodbye or tell him how much I loved him. Its one of the reasons I'm finding this month so hard, it will be our first Christmas without him, and its going to hurt.
Well, until I post next month, I guess.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki - Fly High
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November 2nd, 2008
10:21 pm
LJ is dead. I only come here to read Danni's entries, really, and Fern's when she occasionally posts. Not sure why I'm posting today... who knows?
Whats something interesting... on facebook I've been looking at photos of old old OLD school chums/aquaintances (they weren't really friends) from like, 1993 and spinning out about it in general. People have the same eyes now as they did 15 years ago, I've noticed. There's word about a reunion at one of my old primary schools, don't think I'll bother gonig though. I had 2 friends, one who was an outsider with me, and the other who was a sweetie-pie, but everyone else just bullied me or made fun of me. Plus I've put on so much weight I don't really want people to see me. Too much psychological damage already done for me to want to relive any of it.
Another three days of the fucken toy sale, grrrrr. At least my extra work hours will help pay off some more of my debt... although its a shit with Christmas around the corner, I totally need to cheap out this year. How embarrassment.
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August 14th, 2008
10:34 am
Where is everyone? Has LJ officially died?
Off work for the rest of the week due to getting tonsilitis AGAIN. I really, really want them chopped out, I'm so sick of them getting infected four times a year.
18 days until Japan! <3
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anksadb.gif) sick
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March 8th, 2008
09:29 pm
I IZ TEH INDIAN MEAL MOTH KILLA!!!!!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankwinkb.gif) devious
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December 1st, 2007
10:51 pm - おたんじょうびおめでっと！！
Two birthdays today...
My neice Stephanie turned 1 year old today, hooray! Her party was fun and very cute, she's walking (waddling) around and says her first word now, its very adorable.
I'm too young to be clucky though, I don't want kids for a few more years yet.
It was also Priscilla's birthday today. She's either 7 or 8, I can't remember if she was born in '99 or '00. But I gave her a scoop of cat food shaped like a cake and sang happy birthday to her. Yes, I'm very weird.
Current Mood: tired
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November 24th, 2007
09:13 pm
Hooray! Out with Johnny, in with Kev.
Current Mood: hot
Current Music: Billie - Walk of Life
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October 27th, 2007
05:23 pm
Simple Happiness = drinking a cup of hot milk tea while it rains outside and listening to beautiful music.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Rammstein - Sonne
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October 18th, 2007
10:34 am
This throat infection I seem to have acquired somehow makes me sound like one sexy drag queen.
Current Mood: amused
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May 13th, 2007
11:07 pm
Nic moved out today. No, we have not broken up.
I am looking forward to gaining some independance and hopefully getting my head in order.... eventually.
I am totally addicted to Pokemon Diamond. I say this with pride, dammit! XD
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Linkin Park -What I've Done
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April 4th, 2007
05:33 pm
Feeling much better this week, I've embraced my grief and gotten over it. This weekend I'm going to Mum's up in Dalwallinu, which will be kinda fun, but probably lazy and a bit boring, haha. Nic's going to be in Augusta all weekend as well, meaning we'll be all seperated and stuff, oh noes! But honestly, I feel like we could both us a break from each other. Relationships can be very intense at times.
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki - Dolls
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March 22nd, 2007
11:28 pm
I need pink ribbon, and I have $4 to my name. Why does Spotlight have to be so far out of the way?!
Current Mood: annoyed
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March 15th, 2007
08:32 pm
I've been realizing, since I got broadband I get bored of the internet very quickly... :S
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Antic Cafe - Ichiban ii Onna
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March 3rd, 2007
06:30 pm - *bitch*
Stupid, rude idiots at 3 phones, I don't wanna go through the bloody hassle of getting a new phone. And f**k you Optus, eating up my credit for no reason. Mobiles are over-rated!!! >:(
Current Mood: irritated
Current Music: Utada Hikaru - B&C
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February 28th, 2007
10:38 pm - Nyan!! 3 megs in 47 seconds!!! <3
OMG after 9 years of dial up, I finally get to enjoy broadband!!! So very orgasmic!
I chickened out of my meeting tonight, but Niku took me to Gino's Spaghetti Bar (although it's not a spaghetti bar, lol) and had a really delicious dinner. DANNI WE HAVE TO GO ONE NIGHT! Seriously, they served the best calamari I've ever tasted! And I had cassatta and a hot chocolate for dessert, so yummy!!
Layla/Danni, whats going on about tomorrow? If I can't get in contact with either of you I'm just going to go to the city and... maybe I'll bump into you randomly? WHAT'S GOING ON?!
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: BoA - Expect
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07:14 pm
Sharon got broadband finally, whoot! <3
Now to beat of all the other phone companies who won't stop hassling me for their business... >>
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